dylan (or not)

.. this?  this is where we all end up? put here to be another tired, ‘white-gowned soul’, in this fucking myriad of death? you know, i wasnt even good friends with the guy that died senior year, and no i do not want to chat about what it was like chewing solid foods with my babysitters grandma, with her jaw still hanging loose as it did when i came upon her corpse. fuck. that. hey, if you want to dedicate your life to getting here… fucking do it. but as your knocking boots with the acne-bearded and greasied haired fuck they call jesus christ our saviour, i’ll be laying in my grave, and silent. no smile on my face, or twinkle in my lifeless eyes, no. i, just want to fucking. die.

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